Log in

No account? Create an account
23 September 2011 @ 05:29 pm
Four Nights - Epilogue  
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-13
Language: English
Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to [info]eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.

Gackt's POV

The Morning

I hadn't replied to Hyde last night and he hadn't asked anymore. We had fallen asleep after we … after we had had sex and at that moment I hadn't cared about it, since I had simply been tired.
It had been good and really intense, as intense as it hadn't been for me for a long time. I had felt complete and … well … loved. And I still felt that complete and loved, though our little fling had been hours ago. Hyde laid next to me, cuddling with me and still sleeping, and he looked so cute. Shizuka had always worn hair rollers and a cap at night, which meant that you shouldn't get too close to her. And in summer she just hated body heat of others. But now this was history. I closed my eyes and pulled Hyde closer to me.
“Gacchan,” he murmured, but kept sleeping. I smirked at that and kissed his forehead. And then my cell phone ruined this morning's peace.
God damnit! I silently cursed a thousand times and hurried to get out of the bed and find my cell before it woke Hyde. I guess it was a funny thing to see me crawling on the floor, looking for my pants in which's pocket my phone was.
Hyde already groaned a little, when I finally got my hands on it and answered the call.
“Hello?” I whispered into the microphone and tiptoed to the door. The hallway was a better place to talk over the phone when someone slept in the bedroom. On my way I picked up my shorts and took them with me.
“Why are you whispering?” the caller asked.
“Of course. Who else?” She replied in an almost annoyed way, while I was busy getting my shorts on. “Did you expect another person calling? For example this … this … Hyde or whatever his name was?”
I sighed: “No, I definitely didn't expect him.” Since he was laying only a few meters away from me in the bed, sleeping peacefully. I took a look through the not properly closed door and then I turned around, crossing my arms.
“What are you calling for, Shizuka?”
“To ask whether you come over now or later to celebrate our reconciliation.” She replied, confidently.
“What? Reconciliation?” I blurted out. “What brings you to such an idea?”
“Because I miss you. I forgave you and now everything's fine, isn't it?” She really was serious, I couldn't believe it. Though it was my own fault that she thought this way – she was just used to it. But now this was over, even if she had showed she still cared for me a little.
“No.” I told her sternly.
“No? What do you men, 'no'?”
“No, we won't celebrate our reconciliation, since there was no reconciliation. You dumped me, I learned to live with it and now I'm not interested anymore in what you want or do not want. You won't get me again.” I could hardly prevent myself from telling her that I had had wonderful sex last night. Instead I was lost in memories for a second … a second too long, I guess …
“How can you just say that? How can you drop me, Gackt Camui,” she ranted into her phone, “you love me!”
“It's that simple: I don't love you anymore.” I replied calmly.
She grunted and I could hear a crash in the background – apparently she had thrown something to the ground. And then she seemed to have an idea that made her think it would hit me hard, since she faked a laugh.
“Well,” she said, “that's nice. You should just know that you'll find your stuff that's still at my place at the dump. I'll bring it over myself: Your CD’s and your shirts and even your stupid camera.” Camera? I didn't … oh my god, my reflex camera. Why was it even at her apartment?!
“Shizuka, wait, I just-”
“Too late.” she chirped and hung up.
“Shizuka, you just can't do this to me!” I shouted into the phone, though it didn't change anything. This … this … gah! I grunted and walked back and forth through the hallway three times to calm down. Think, Camui, don't do anything stupid. She would never do this, she would never do this … she would! And of all things my precious camera which I had almost paid an arm and a leg for!
I had to stop her immediately! Quickly I stormed back into the bedroom and had already collected half of my clothes from the floor when I noticed Hyde being awake and looking at me.
“Good morning.” he greeted and I didn't liked the tone in his voice – he sounded almost like yesterday before we had gotten into his bed.
“You're leaving.” It wasn't a question, but I answered anyway – and it was a stupid answer: “Yeah, I need to go to Shizuka. She just called to celebrate our make up and such, but-”
“Stop it!” Hyde cut me off, shouting.
“I heard you. If you want her back so badly, then fine. But don't lie to me and just leave without breaking my heart! You're such an asshole, Gackt, do you know that?! Yesterday you told me you don't want her anymore and now …” He whimpered when he was done with the tongue-lashing. At least I had thought he was, since he continued: “God … I'm such an idiot for hoping you would love me, because you slept with me, because you wanted it! Why are you even still here?! Just leave!!” Then he broke out in tears and looked like a true picture of misery.
He … got it all wrong.
“Haido …”
“Please, finally stop!”
“No, I won't!” I pleaded, dropped everything I held in my hands, got onto the bed and wrapped my arms around him whether or not he protested.
“I don't know how much of the call you heard, but be sure I don't want Shizuka back,” I explained, “she's talking about making up, but I'm not. Not at all. Now she wants to throw away all my stuff she gets her hands on, including things I actually want to keep.” I paused to see Hyde's reaction. He remained silent … at least he didn't protest anymore.
“Haido,” I eventually continued, “I have no clue what I'd have done if you hadn't been there for me. Most likely I would cling to her again. But I did meet you and I'm glad I did. You're really important to me and last night … I really enjoyed it. I still don't know if it's love what I feel for you, but it feels good … warm, nice and most of all: just right. Haido, I think I'm in love with you.” Gosh, the rubbish I talked sounded just so cheesy. It felt as if I was proposing to him. But it was true, no matter how corny it sounded. And I couldn't do anything else than remain silent and wait for his reply. Which I luckily got, even if it came slowly.
“Are you serious?” he asked, lifting up his head and looking at me with pleading eyes.
I smiled, kissed his lips shortly and nodded: “I am and- … hey, why are you crying now?
“I am not!”
“You are.”
“Fuck off!”
“'Fuck' is a good idea.” I silenced him, pushing him back down onto the bed and kissing him deeply.

And my camera? Well, as you'll surely guess I didn't go to Shizuka and so she indeed threw my stuff away. And Hyde helped me to get everything back afterwards.


So~ This is the end, you know/ Lady, the plans we had went all wrong/ We ain't nothing but we fight and shout ans tears (Sunrise Ave - Fairytale Gone Bad) ... well, it's not exactly this, but this is it - this was FOUR NIGHTS. I hope you enjoyed the fic, since it was a lot of work to write it (almost three years ago) and translate it. Thanks to all who read this little piece of fangirl fantasy :3
Mood: creativecreative
Music: Sunrise Avenue - Fairytale Gone Bad
明季子 思愛流: hyde hoodiea_deux_vitesses on September 26th, 2011 06:13 am (UTC)
Shizuka is evil >.> But Gackt has Hyde now, so he doesn't need her. I was like "D:" when I read Hyde though Gackt wanted to get back with her, but it's good he understood.

And “'Fuck' is a good idea.”
Yes, it is X3
Earuschwarzfluegel on September 26th, 2011 05:58 pm (UTC)
I wouldn't say she's evil. She's quite self-centered and a little stupid for thinking that Gackt still wants her back though she treated him that bad.

Thanks for reading and commenting ;3
annannui on September 26th, 2011 07:20 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, why I always fail at reading fics >___< and I just see yours...woott!!

The epilogue was so sweet, stupid G want to go to Shizuka place JUST for the sake of his camera, well expensive camera, but still....I would react exactly like Hyde too..geezzz
I loooooved gentle G towards his Hyde XD always the cutest mental image ^^
Thank u for finishing this story, I love ur works n I hope to see more from u ^__~ tehee..
♥ ♥ ♥
Earuschwarzfluegel on September 28th, 2011 07:41 pm (UTC)
I just couldn't let them have their happy Ever After without some more drama x333 Only leeting them waking up and G confessing that he fell in love sounded too cheesy to me.

Tanks you too, for reading and commenting :3 I'm glad you liked the fic <3
Belle: YFC; just kiss alreadyb_sim on September 28th, 2011 03:31 pm (UTC)
Aw, Hyde getting all worked up over G wanting to go back to Shizuka was really cute. I didn't think he was such an anxious person. Come on, Hyde, you should be confident of Gackt's feelings for you! :D

And daaaaaaamn, poor Gackt and his camera. I hope the fuck Hyde provided him with was worth it. :P
Earuschwarzfluegel on September 28th, 2011 07:47 pm (UTC)
Erm, well, I tend to write such cheesy and tearful scenes when it's about love. I guees hope I do a better job in my current fics, but back then it couldn't be cheesy enough ^^'

Haha, thanks for making me laugh really hard x3 And I think it was worth it ;3

Thanks for reading! <3

winterfaLL: hyde_xxxkairi_yume on October 1st, 2011 01:04 pm (UTC)
Gackt and Hyde cuddling in bed is such a nice image. Of course they're going to do more than that, which makes an even nicer picture XD

Shizuka is so..UGH. I want to go after her with a giant fly swatter!

I could hardly prevent myself from telling her that I had had wonderful sex last night.
In a way, I would love her to know (and be pissed at what she's lost). But she doesn't deserve to know what Gackt does with Hyde ^_~

Gosh, the rubbish I talked sounded just so cheesy. It felt as if I was proposing to him.
Haha this was cute XD Poor Hyde though, misunderstanding it and Gackt with his camera...but it all worked out to a lovely ending <3 I enjoyed this ^^ Thanks for posting it~
Earuschwarzfluegel on October 1st, 2011 02:29 pm (UTC)
Jup jup, I totally love to let them cuddle with each other <3

I guess Shizuka will find out soon enough. The world is like a village sometimes, so they'll meet sooner or later >D

I'm glad you liked it and thanks for reading :3~
Little Tanuki (ask my name and I'll tell you it!)tinylosttanuki on January 31st, 2012 05:19 am (UTC)
Hiya! ^-^ I know that this is the first time you and I have ever crossed paths here on LiveJournal and I'm relatively new to this site, but I just HAD to let you know that I think your fanfics are absolutely AMAZING! Seriously, I envy you for being able to come up with such ideas in your head and then turning them into such amazing stories. I wish I were good at writing fanfic...

But oh well. Just wanted to let you know. Thanks for sharing this :D

~~Peace and Rainbows~~
Earuschwarzfluegel on February 1st, 2012 05:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you :3

I'm really glad you enjoyed this fic so much *blushes* ^///^
hotaru_hydeisthotaru_hydeist on May 13th, 2012 05:43 pm (UTC)
Ah, I really liked your fiction ! :D
Thanks ! >3<
Earuschwarzfluegel on May 13th, 2012 06:29 pm (UTC)
Awww thank you for reading .3~~
I'm glad you liked it!