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Earu
01 January 2017 @ 01:01 pm
mainly FRIENDS ONLY

fan fiction and live reports are public
(as well as some fangirl stuff)
everything else is f-locked

feel free to add me
though don't forget to leave a comment if you wanna be added
since I won't friend back someone I don't know at all

and please make sure we have something in common

<3~
 
 
Earu
27 May 2012 @ 05:34 pm
"What I want you to do with that file, that mp3 that's on the USB drive, it says Lies, Greed, Misery dot mp3, what I want you to do with it is I want you to add your name. I want you to put whatever you want [...] and I want you to leak it." --- Mike Shinoda

This. Just THIS!
What you just read is the official permission for the host of the website lpassociation.com to share Linkin Park's brandnew song LIES, GREED, MISERY for free - the permission to leak it legally. And to me it's the band's declaration of love to their fans <3



Me likes a lot xD But now I really can't wait for the album anymore - still 4 weeks left ;^;
In case someone's interested: source and download this way :3
 
 
Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Music: Linkin Park - Lies, Greed, Misery
 
 
Earu
23 March 2012 @ 09:55 pm
Second entry on one day. God, I'm good xDDD

This one I found in a folder full of sheets of paper I scribbled on when I cleaned my night stand yesterday. I don't know anymore when I wrote this - probably after the YFC live in Munich 2010, where G fell from the stage, or after he said he was in hospital again bc of exhaustion. Anyway, I just post this here:


Perfection / Just For You

I hate it.

Music. Writing songs. Being a perfectionist.
Guitars, drums, basses, violins and vocals.
Most of all the vocals.
Too high, too low, too fast, too slow, forgotten lyrics.
Yes, this is good. No, this is not.

It's torture.
Sometimes I just want to quit and take a rest.
Sleep for hours and days and weeks and years. Sleep until I'm fully recovered – instead of returning to work before I'm completely well again.

But you like it.
You hear, you feel, you love what I create. You sing along and you even cry.
And that's the reason why I don't give up, why I continue.
It's the most important one.

 
 
Mood: creativecreative
Music: D-51 - Brand New World
 
 
Earu
28 September 2011 @ 10:15 pm
Just for fun. Pummeldex' newest version of Adopt A Ghost campaign: zodiac edition. You adopt a thing ([actually only] one of 12 crystal balls, this time) by copy&paste-ing the code to somewhere and watch it transform. I'll do it here ^^
Only available in German language.

Capricorn, Aquarius & Pisces


Aries, Taurus & Gemini


Cancer, Leo & Virgo


Libra, Scorpius & Sagittarius
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Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
Earu
23 September 2011 @ 05:29 pm
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-13
Language: English
Summary:
Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to [info]eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.


Gackt's POV

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So~ This is the end, you know/ Lady, the plans we had went all wrong/ We ain't nothing but we fight and shout ans tears (Sunrise Ave - Fairytale Gone Bad) ... well, it's not exactly this, but this is it - this was FOUR NIGHTS. I hope you enjoyed the fic, since it was a lot of work to write it (almost three years ago) and translate it. Thanks to all who read this little piece of fangirl fantasy :3
 
 
Mood: creativecreative
Music: Sunrise Avenue - Fairytale Gone Bad
 
 
 
Earu
10 September 2011 @ 09:50 pm
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: NC-17
Language: English
Summary:
Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to [info]eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.


Gackt's POV

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God, it was so embarrassing to write certain parts of this chapter D: And yesss, Hyde's a little whiny, but it's an old story - nowadays I try to write male characters more realistic ^^'
 
 
Mood: creativecreative
Music: HYDE - Evergreen
 
 
Earu
21 August 2011 @ 07:23 pm
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-13
Language: English
Summary: Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to [info]eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.


Gackt's POV

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God, LJ gave me a headache again x_x It messed up all the paragraphs and I needed to edit them by using the html-editor, since using rich-text was completly useless. I hope everything is alright now. It still looks a little weird, but I guess that's because of the dialogues ^^'
 
 
Mood: pissed offstupid LJ!
Music: fade - Livin' On A Prayer
 
 
Earu
It's past 11 pm, I already tried to write this report twice and failed, since I'm just not able to express everything I felt and still feel in words. It was awesome, really AWESOME. The hall was only half-full, but (to me) it didn't matter. YFC rocked, we rocked. It was simply an amazing night and though I still feel dead, I want to see them again. And yet I don't regret that I was only at one show. This way it was unique, and all these awesome, funny or touching moments of this night are burnt into my memory now <3

Let's go:
I arrived at Haus Auensee, Leipzig, at 8 am ... and it rained =_= Some girls had been camping there since Wednesday … WEDNESDAY! Hell, I really love Gackt, but I wouldn't camp in front of a venue. I wouldn't do that for any artist I like. It's just disgusting not to be able to take a shower or having no proper toilet around *shivers* Anyway, these girls tried to give everyone who arrives a number. Of course it didn't worked and I (#33) was right next to a girl with #16 or less when we entered the venue, because I had waited for the whole day right in front of the entrance. I'm not sure but I think even I managed to get inside before her.
btw. the doors opened at 6 pm, so I needed to wait for 10 hours =_= At least it wasn't that boring, since after 30 minutes of being alone and listening to some music, a friend joined me and every now and then other friends arrived and we also had nice little chats to other girls we didn't know. Three of these girls stayed with me for the whole day and even the show. They were really nice, since they were normal fans and not stereotypical German J-Rock fans (who're usually quite annoying by frequently exaggerating and panicking because of the simplest things [such as faked press conferences ^^']). We talked about lots of things, e.g. the behavior of said stereotypical fans, the numbers, L'Arc~en~Ciel, other concerts we've been at and of course Gackt's shows x3 There also were lots of passers-by who just watched us curiously or asked us what we were waiting for xD

On to the show:
I was at the 2nd row, middle/ right, right in front of Chacha *_* I know for sure that they started at least 15 minutes late, the first song was End Of The Day and the second one was Nine Spiral. I didn't feel that comfortable. EOTD sounded quite boring to me, I also couldn't sing along to Nine Spiral (since I don't listen to that one that much, though it's quite cool) and I didn't understand anything they say at the beginning. The instruments were a little too loud and the microphones to quiet. I was worried and wondered what I would do if the whole show would be like this.
And then I decided to simply give them my brightest smile. These guys are touring through Europe in a schedule that's one hell of a schedule. They travel night and day to make their fans happy and they deserve to get something in return. So I smiled, because I wasn't able to show them how much I love them by singing along. And it worked, the show and the interaction with the band and the girls around me turned out to be pure fun! <3

Here are the highlights...
- the new songs: I guess I need to wait until the single is released and I'll judge about End Of The Day later, since the sound just wasn't that good at the particular moment. The other songs were just great! And the more new songs we got, the better they were. One of my favorites it the one with the small chorepgraphy (G without choreographed moves? No way! xDDD) - I think it's called "*kanji I can't read* -girl" °°
- holy water: God, it was so hot in there! Not as bad as 2010 in Munich, but still hot! Every time one of the guys came over to us, a bottle of water in his hand to spill it onto us, was like like a redemption. Cold, wet, holy water <3 and I was all wet when they show was over xD
- fights for shirts, ties, plecs, bottles etc: Even those fights were fun! I got my hand on G's shirt, but it was only a small part, so I let go of it soon to enjoy the show. But my friend Sarah got a piece of it <3 I was also one of those who chaught Chacha's tie and we shared it like sisters. And I even got a piece Takumi's tie - which was funny, since we clung to it, watched the show, waved with our free hands and sang along at the same time, until one of the security guys came with a pair of scissors to cut the tie into pieces. Hardly any piece of clothing the guys threw left this hall in one piece, except for Chacha's shirt x3 Gosh, they threw so many stuff to our direction x3
- Vanilla: Vanilla! Oh! My! God! VANILLA! Sadly I missed the beginning because of some tie issues, but I got the most important part - the fanservice. Holy shit, this was the BEST fanservice I've ever seen and most likely will ever see! The only thing that could outdo this fanservice would be real sex on stage (instead of fake sex on stage with two pairs of trousers still preventing skin-to-skin contact x3). Oh my god, the way G and Jon shaked their hips and bumped them against each other and ... GOD! I almost died when I saw this! And rest of the performance was just like the one we know so well, G and Jon spinning around and at the end of the song almost all Chickenz where on the platform, shaking their hips *_________*
- Jesus: Definitely one of the best songs live! They rocked, we rocked, almost ALL of us sang along and just woah! JESUS!
- Jon, Chacha & the handcuffs: It happened right in front of me! I don't know when these handcuffs where thrown to the stage, but Jon suddenly played with them, went over to Chacha and he willingly offered his wrist to get cuffed. God, the grins of the both of them were just epic! x3 I also read that later they desperatly tried to get the handcuffs off, but failed. I indeed saw a staff guy running back and forth, holding one part they had cut off, but I didn't notice he was looking for the key xD
- the ballad: ALL FOR LOVE is so simple and yet so touching. One of the girls I had met in the morning had brought a sign with her, written "We show you our HEART, LOVE & SOUL" on it, and I held that sign for almost the whole song. We also held our hands, hugged each other, waved, formed hearts with our hands, while watching the performace and singing along to the chorus. I even closed my eyes for a few seconds. It felt so warm and comfy and it was as if there was a real connection to YFC - a strong bond. And at the end, we clearly heard Gackt breathing three times and then he smiled. It was a sad smile, but a beautiful one. I had already had problems holding the tears back during the song, but when I saw G smiling, I couldn't pull myself together anymore. It just happened. And when I turned my head, I saw others crying as well. God, I wanna hear this song again, I want an album!
- G's speech: It was basically the same as last year, but that doesn't matter. It's just true when he says that we are family, even though we live in different cities and countries - we are family in our hearts. He also promised to come back (next year?) and we promised to come back as well. And god, I will, I will come back to see them again! He smiled again - happily this time! - and asked us several times if we would come back and with each "Really?" we cheered louder and louder. My voice was already almost gone and I couldn't hit higher notes anymore, but I kept screaming. I even called out for Gackt when he was about to say something ^^' I don't know how it happened, I guess it was my inner fangirly running wild and taking advantage of the silence. He must've heard me, my voice was the only one at this moment x3
- finally, the farewell: As last year he said good-bye to us with "Ich liebe euch alle! I love you all!" and I almost broke out in tears again. Oh, I love him so much for saying those four simple words in my mother tongue. It touches my heart, hearing him saying it in the language I love so much. And his pronounciation was perfect!

There was one last highlight:
My girls - Shishan, Iigo, Malice and Sarah. They were one of the main reasons why I had so much fun, it just wouldn't have been the same without them. Thank you girls - I love you all! <3


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Mood: happyhappy
Music: Linkin Park - Iridescent
 
 
Earu
31 July 2011 @ 09:27 pm
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre
: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-13
Language
: English
Summary: Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.


Gackt's POV

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OMG, I could finally post it!
 
 
Mood: creativecreative
Music: VAMPS - Love Addict
 
 
Earu
10 July 2011 @ 08:12 pm
Title: Four Nights
Fandom: Gackt, Hyde
Genre
: AU, Boys Love, Romance
Pairing: GakuHai
Rating: PG-13
Language
: English
Summary: Gackt gets dumped by his girlfriend and wants to drown himself in alcohol to finally forget her. But before he can do so, he meets Hyde who works as a singer and entertains the costumers of a bar. They 'decide' to become friends and  Hyde offers help in getting over the lover's grief.
Note:  This is just a translation and english is not my first language. Again BIG thanks to eadwine63 for proof reading and helping out with translating some parts :3

Disclaimer: They belong to themselves (unfortunately *wants them* ;x;) and Hyde owns the lyrics.


Gackt's POV

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Mood: creativecreative